Daily Tarot – [Day 1] – 3 of Wands [Reversed]
general meaning – upright: progress, travel, adventure, success, good choices/outcome
general meaning – reversed: restriction, returning to start, failure, focused on past
This is the most obnoxiously obvious card I could have drawn on my first day of deciding to do this. I've had a big interpersonal change recently that I didn't see coming. That was a solid reset to where I was last year almost exactly.
I've spent the last two weeks just ruminating on it. Trying to figure out what to do now that what I was hoping for has changed and what to do with all my own feelings attached to it. But my emotions and feelings aren't anyone else's burden to deal with and I'm at least proud of myself for not throwing it back in anyone's face like I would have done even a few years ago.
That future isn't mine anymore and I need to let it go. It'll just take more time than two weeks.